There is a dark story that I have bottled up for many years. It is one that took place over the span of many months, and one that has been slowly eating away at me for much longer. I wanted to write this many times before, but I also wanted it to be read. Now that my blog is (slightly) more visible, perhaps I can affect some change in whatever minuscule way.
I fell prey to a hard green ideology, one that brought me uncomfortably close to signing off on some very morally dubious actions. I was lucky to get out, but I also want to explain why I was attracted to it in the first place.